absence makes the ♥ so bloody fonder
Friday, November 21, 2008
12:57 AM
damnit stupid NS....baby cn onli come bk on sun...and when is he booking in again?sun....bloody shit....our usual 1 1/2 day already isnt enough and now its onli a bloody 1/2 day....BOOOOO....im starting to miss him like crazy...i feel like crying n the onli person i feel comfortable crying(for no reason) in front of is him....he'll juz say im crazy, hug me then juz let me continue crying...i think i'll juz save the tears until he comes bk (if i cn) sigh... i juz think everything is piling up on me....the ICAs, projs, him not being here and me not feeling like studying anymore...i always smile and go crazy in sch and infront of frens but i really feel awkward and sad...i was nv the kind to run to my gfs to cry or stuff so i tend to keep everyth hidden..i noe its kinda bad cos i may break any moment...like when i was in sec sch and i was dealing with alot of things so one day i juz nv went hm after gg out with my frens...i cried and cried while walking aimlessly...i called my then bf but he asked me to go hm i thot he didnt care i cried even harder...after waiting for a fren to come get me until 1/2am i decided to go hm....until now i duno y i did it or wat i was crying abt...i juz i juz cldnt take it anymore....haiz....im weird...haha..
baby come bk soon i nd u...=( i nd to cry if not i might jump...
up n down hahaa...u have to convince me to stay in sch and continue studying...tell me its gg to be ok even though imsure to fail all my ICAs and screwing up all my projs(iccm website was damn gross) i nd to recharge...n eat some ice cream..hhmm...ben&jerry's phish food!!yummm...i saw it online or smth today....ooo...ultimate comfort food hahaa *hint*hint* =D
hhmm..w baby not coming bk till sun im not sure wat to do on sat....do tut?blah...watch GG?maybe..slp like a pig n not wake up until i get a msg saying 'im bk dear =D where r u?' ooo....happiness hahaa..=D
eh i realise my post r always sad n depressing hahaa poor u
after visiting the volkswagen website im so gona get a vintage beetle, a vespa or a VW bus!!they r all uber cute...for example:
this totally cute vespa but i kinda wan it in red or black or white or red w white lines or pink w black lines...oooo...crave!!
i love this VW cabriolet!!wish it was in red i love tt it has a collapsible roof super gd for a motion sickness person like me hahaa...
i also super love this VW bus its so hippe flower era thing gg on...its so huge so i cn have lots of ppl on it n go on a trip or smth =D ahh..the possiblities!!!i kinda wan it to look like tt or like this
this is a 1960 VW bus frm the movie cars it screams FLOWER POWER BABY!!! hahaaa super cute =D
i totally dun mind having this either!!i cn have both the vespa AND the bus double happiness!!the person who made this is a bloody genius and shld be given an award!!!hurray for him!!
hahaa i noe this post is abit sad happy sad like i have mood swings but im not hahaaa im juz super no link de..=D
i either wan my craves above or my love here (ok it doesnt really rythme but i tried hahaa)
i noe theres a song tt goes:
baby come bk to me in my heart smthsmthsmth....hahaa cnt rmb le..hahaa....
i've got a 10am class so i gotta slp...
gd nite honeybunnies!!!
gd nite baby!! muackx
baby come back to me....♥
