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Wednesday, November 26, 2008
6:56 PM
hey hey i juz finish watching the 2 latest episodes of GG...the latest one is super touching....im glad i cld still come bk hm aft running away....im glad baby noes everyth abt me and still loves me n thinks im best =D thx hon...i do hope old frenships cn be rekindled =D cos im in a forgiving mood hahaa....
a secret abt me has come out and even though it kinda feels gd to tok to someone abt it i dun noe if its the rite th...i've been burned b4 n im afraid it might happen again...trust has always turned ard n bit me in my ass....so...i dun noe if it was wise of me to let it out but...theres no turning bk or taking it bk i juz hope it stays between us n no one else....i've been through enough crying n doubting myself....
u think i was brave to admit it but im actually embrassed abt it....its funny how differently guys n girls see things...
i seem to have crawled bk into a box this past wks/mths...im such a loner hahaa....
i heard a revelation recently which put me at ease im happy u told me..=D thx naz i hope it works out between u n shaaa♥....hahaa dun let her get away kx =D
saw sunshine ytd =D he's still as cute as b4 hahaaa heard he's on FM08?09? anyway wonder wat his stats r hahaa...i think he looks damn shuai when he plays (like baby) hahaa it might seem like im cheating but sunshine's juz my eyecandy n theres no harm in looking n not touching....dun u agree =D
oo...the most suay thing happened on mon..during lecture my pencil rolled, hit my toe and fell on the ground....wat so suay abt tt u might ask...welll...the damn *&(^$#*$@ pencil punctured my toe!!!the bloody lead is still in my toe n it hurts like crap...mummy says i wont die cos i alrdy have lead in me....see....when i was in pri sch i was fighting with my fren n she stabbed me with her super sharp pencil...twice!!! n near my eye!!!the doc tried to take it out but cldnt so he left it there...maybe tts y im abit crazy hahaa...
yay!!!baby's buying PSP n when he's in army its gona be mine!!!oo....the perks!!=D
eh...sry for the totally not linked post hahaa...=D cheers
im off to eat eggs, bread n baked beans for dinner =D
absence makes the ♥ so bloody fonder
Friday, November 21, 2008
12:57 AM
damnit stupid NS....baby cn onli come bk on sun...and when is he booking in again?sun....bloody shit....our usual 1 1/2 day already isnt enough and now its onli a bloody 1/2 day....BOOOOO....im starting to miss him like crazy...i feel like crying n the onli person i feel comfortable crying(for no reason) in front of is him....he'll juz say im crazy, hug me then juz let me continue crying...i think i'll juz save the tears until he comes bk (if i cn) sigh... i juz think everything is piling up on me....the ICAs, projs, him not being here and me not feeling like studying anymore...i always smile and go crazy in sch and infront of frens but i really feel awkward and sad...i was nv the kind to run to my gfs to cry or stuff so i tend to keep everyth hidden..i noe its kinda bad cos i may break any moment...like when i was in sec sch and i was dealing with alot of things so one day i juz nv went hm after gg out with my frens...i cried and cried while walking aimlessly...i called my then bf but he asked me to go hm i thot he didnt care i cried even harder...after waiting for a fren to come get me until 1/2am i decided to go hm....until now i duno y i did it or wat i was crying abt...i juz i juz cldnt take it anymore....haiz....im weird...haha..
baby come bk soon i nd u...=( i nd to cry if not i might jump...
up n down hahaa...u have to convince me to stay in sch and continue studying...tell me its gg to be ok even though imsure to fail all my ICAs and screwing up all my projs(iccm website was damn gross) i nd to recharge...n eat some ice cream..hhmm...ben&jerry's phish food!!yummm...i saw it online or smth today....ooo...ultimate comfort food hahaa *hint*hint* =D
hhmm..w baby not coming bk till sun im not sure wat to do on sat....do tut?blah...watch GG?maybe..slp like a pig n not wake up until i get a msg saying 'im bk dear =D where r u?' ooo....happiness hahaa..=D
eh i realise my post r always sad n depressing hahaa poor u
after visiting the volkswagen website im so gona get a vintage beetle, a vespa or a VW bus!!they r all uber cute...for example:
this totally cute vespa but i kinda wan it in red or black or white or red w white lines or pink w black lines...oooo...crave!!
i love this VW cabriolet!!wish it was in red i love tt it has a collapsible roof super gd for a motion sickness person like me hahaa...
i also super love this VW bus its so hippe flower era thing gg on...its so huge so i cn have lots of ppl on it n go on a trip or smth =D ahh..the possiblities!!!i kinda wan it to look like tt or like this
this is a 1960 VW bus frm the movie cars it screams FLOWER POWER BABY!!! hahaaa super cute =D
i totally dun mind having this either!!i cn have both the vespa AND the bus double happiness!!the person who made this is a bloody genius and shld be given an award!!!hurray for him!!
hahaa i noe this post is abit sad happy sad like i have mood swings but im not hahaaa im juz super no link de..=D
i either wan my craves above or my love here (ok it doesnt really rythme but i tried hahaa)
i noe theres a song tt goes:
baby come bk to me in my heart smthsmthsmth....hahaa cnt rmb le..hahaa....
i've got a 10am class so i gotta slp...
gd nite honeybunnies!!!
gd nite baby!! muackx
baby come back to me....♥
clingy piglet
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
1:09 AM
went grand copthorne cafe brio's for buffet with my family n danny it was so disappointing...=( so not worth vomiting for 2 hrs after tt n missing viewing the dead bodies n German goods the nx day....BOOO....super super sianx....
baobei onli came bk for eh...if u add up the hrs...1 day =( he called me on sat at 2 saying he was bk but i was gg out with mud aiman n beng we were watching HSM3 n playing pool..=D fun fun!! came bk instead of 'celebrating' aiman's hair hahaa...met up with him for awhile then came hm....sianx kana scolding again even though i was bk at 11....-_-" went to church the nx day instead of playing bball with him n fishy i really wanted to....=( sat in service alone then left for smb rite after to have lunch with baobei... =D i feel really clingy now tt he's in NS....damn NS....wanted to stay with hm until he book in but he said 'i have to meet my frens and didnt go out with them the last wk i came bk' i totally agree but but but...i miss him haix...i went hm like an obedient little girl =( BOOOO....went to print pictures of myself as requested by the botak head hahaa he made me realise i have no pictures of myself anywhere hahaa....muz be more zhilian hahaa..so i took lots of photos during the buffet hahaa...printed photos of ahmeow n tigger, my baby pic, my sis n a picture of me n him on valentine's day nite 07?06? met him ard 5 n juz slpt in his arms until he had to go...=( he didnt wan me to send him off to camp...haix sad....
ma n pa bought the evergreen CDs with 230 hits hahaa cute =D
chocolate kisses to all n U ♥
